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Christie is the name..Am just a typical girl next door..
Considers myself truly a Gemini.
I may seem complicated,
But deep down, I have a simple mind.
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Saturday, June 25, 2011 6/25/2011 10:32:00 PM
Contented...
I think it is gonna be fine... :)
I think I'm gonna be alright...
Wednesday, June 22, 2011 6/22/2011 02:00:00 AM
Funny isn't it...
Monday, June 20, 2011 6/20/2011 10:25:00 PM
When?
When will it be my turn?
Sunday, June 19, 2011 6/19/2011 11:58:00 PM
Cliché?
Talking to you doesn't feel the same anymore
6/19/2011 02:54:00 AM
Maybe...
Maybe things will be alright,
Maybe it's just in my head,
Maybe I'm worrying for nothing,
Maybe I can get through this,
Maybe I just have to let it go,
But why do I still sense a pang in my heart?
Why can't I look them in the eyes like how I used to?
Why can't I feel the same way before all this happened?
Why is there butterflies in my stomach whenever I look at them?
Why do I still repeat the words they said to me in my head?
Why do I have to suffer, when they're not?
Sometimes I wonder...
Do they think about it like how I do?
Do they have their conscience eating them up like how I do?
Do they even care like how I do?
Do they feel what I feel?
Well, maybe...
Maybe one day all this will go away,
Maybe everything will be fine,
Maybe...
Saturday, June 18, 2011 6/18/2011 12:05:00 AM
Fragile...
Friday, June 17, 2011 6/17/2011 11:23:00 PM
It's Taking Its Toll...
With all these dramas I have in life right now...
Whether it is stress due to studies, friendship, emotions and basically LIFE,
it is really starting to take its toll on me...
I've been losing my appetite, my eating is now all topsy turvy...
Been insomniac, and if I do get some sleep it's either interrupted with sudden wakes, or nightmares...
Having crazy dreams that seem so realistic so very often, which had me feel like I'm awake for 24/7!
Now, my head feels like there's an invisible mini bulldozer pounding my skull!!
Oh! and I'm now down with sore throat too... Sigh...
Why? why is this happening?
Why can't I careless?
Why do I get myself so involve and emotional about this?
Why do I feel so vulnerable?
Well Christie, you over think and over analyze situations, and most of all, you care too much...
I guess that's why this is eating me up!
Changes are inevitable... I just have to find my way out from this...
Tuesday, June 14, 2011 6/14/2011 12:31:00 AM
The Aftermath
How could you be so ignorant,
saying things straight out from your mind without actually acknowledging it?
Don't you know there are consequences?
Things will change,
because of the things you just did and said,
we can both act like it didn't happen,
but it did, and we both know,
we can't deny that...
There's only so much we can pretend,
Am afraid that one day, the cup will be full,
And pretend there will not be anymore...
How long more till it'll actually affect the relationship?
When will it all break down?
When will this takes it toll?
You, running away,
not wanting to face it, as you were the one who started it,
but got no courage to end it the way it should...
There's only so much that I can hope for,
To hope for things to remain the same,
To hope for things that we would eventually forget,
But how much can I rely on hope?
What will be the aftermath?
How will it be?
Will it be for the best or worst?
Alas, for I can only hope...