Saturday, February 16, 2008 2/16/2008 03:19:00 PM
Confused? Torn Between Two? Emotions...
~ Confused? Torn Between Two? Emotions.... ~
What am I to do!!!
I'm shaken by the winds of doubts!!!
I'm doubting my believes and not believing my doubts!!
This can't be happening!!
It should be the other way round!!
It should be never doubt your believes but believe your doubts.
sigh...
I'm confused!!
Which course should I pursue!!
I was so sure and confident back then..
Now, I'm not...
What the heck, maybe I should just be a domestic engineer..
Be a "stork master"... 
Or maybe I'm just afraid of the changes that will occur..
Or maybe I'm just afraid to take the risk?
Or maybe I'm just afraid that I will give up?
Or is it just me?
Afraid what is beyond me?
Afraid what is unseen
great... I'm emo...
And look!! I just wrote a short-ish poem.. pffth..
WHAT COURSE SHOULD I PURSUE!! AHH!!
Hotel management??
Will it suit me??
Is it my thing?? is it my kind of job??!!!
If so, which college!! 
Dear lord, help me!!
Great! and it's already the middle of February....
Results will be out next month!! ahh!! 
Great another thing to get all worked up!! sheesh.. 
I just hope that I get what I deserve..
I did my best... Everything is not in my hands anymore...
So all I can do is just wait and pray...
Ok, whatever...
Whatever comes, must come...
So, I just gotta fight whatever comes my way...
So the first thing I gotta do is to make a decision on which course and which college..
Wish me luck! 
Aja aja Hwaiting!!!