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Christie is the name..Am just a typical girl next door..
Considers myself truly a Gemini.
I may seem complicated,
But deep down, I have a simple mind.
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Friday, December 18, 2009 12/18/2009 02:00:00 AM
A Harrowing Experience....
You unzipped my body and took my heart out,
Oh so slowly, You wrapped your beautiful yet manly hands around it,
The pain, the agony of the torturous moment took awhile till you had a tight grip,
Yet I am ashamed to say that it was intoxicating pleasurable...
Your presence was definitely felt;
Inch by inch...
Each heartbeat skipped for you
You conquered my heart
You are the king of my heart....
Never knew I could be fooled,
Not once, but twice...
It was just a dream that wasn't meant to be dreamt,
Promises that now wished to be untold...
Alas, you left my wounded heart, abandoned
My heartless body aching...
The obstinate heart of mine,
Still lusts for your touch,
Buoyed with hopes to relive the untold love story...
Sunday, December 6, 2009 12/06/2009 09:30:00 PM
Melancholic Melodies
I'm helpless when he smiles...
It's true...
I'm like a child now..
How did I fall in love with you...
Trouble is....
You are everything but mine..
Will you break my heart,
Cause I don't want it that way..
Quit playing games with my heart....
Treat me right is all I need from you...
Nowhere to go, but just taking one step at a time...
Wednesday, November 11, 2009 11/11/2009 12:44:00 AM
Think Insomnia
It's almost 1am now,
and I have to be up by 6am tomorrow to be on time for work.
I'm tired, I'm sleepy...
but I just can't seem to get my butt of the chair and head to bed...
just so tired thinking about nothing, but i just can't stop doing it.. sigh
What has gotten into me again....
Fine, Whatever, I'll force my lazy ass to get to my bed..
Good night....
Tuesday, November 10, 2009 11/10/2009 11:52:00 PM
Recollecting my thoughts
I've been thinking recently,
well mostly about my accommodation, whether traveling to work from klang every single day is less torturing or staying at the place I've rented is much more torturing...
Well just give some head ups about my situation,
I'm currently having my industrial placement in KL, and it takes almost 2 hours of journey from the nearest station near my place to my work place.
It's not that torturing if you never try the so call great KTM...
It ruin my life!! This bloody Ktm is a total crap!
First thing first, it frequency is so low.. 20 minutes per train..
secondly, it always schedule for delays and cancellation!!
And I had to wait for an hour for that sardine pack train due to the cancellation of the earlier scheduled train.
thirdly, it sucks, it so slow!!!! and it stops so often as in stop before it reaches the station...
and the list goes on and on and on...
however, now my dad, fetches me to a certain train station which is a different train line which is soooo much better, and then only I interchange at KL sentral. It takes around 45 minutes or so plus all those walking to point A to point B till I reach my work place..
Now.. I'm kinda torn between the two whether I should convice my dad to let me stay at the apartment that I've rent or just stay home and trouble him at times...
If I choose to stay home, I will have no life for 4 months..
Any sorts of gathering with or without alcohol will be quite difficult to attend cause my dad is picking me up. NO MORE CLUBBING!!! sob.. it's been sooo loong.... T^T
If I choose to convince my dad to let me stay out,
NO AIR COND!!!! No washing machine, NO dad fetching me... No CARTOON NETWORK OR NICKELODEON!!
so it's a tough choice.. sigh..
which will it be....
To be or not to be.. ahh!!
Thursday, October 1, 2009 10/01/2009 12:49:00 AM
Getting back on track
~ Getting Back On Track ~
It's been long since I've updated my blog...
Actually, it had been long since I've done anything that I like anymore...
I lost my ways to find all those papers and pens to put my words and give them life by creating something meaningful to me, maybe like writing poems, or perhaps stories...
The interest in photography, cooking, listening to my favorite genre of music seems to be at a mist of finding their way back into my life...
All I could say is that I was being somebody who I'm not,
I was trying to be a better person,
A person that everybody would love,
A person that needed no one to be worried of,
However it ended up in a different way that I ever hoped for,
I've realize the world can be pretty yet ugly at the same time,
There are people who genuinely loves me,
And there are people who are just liars and being purely judgmental about others,
I've opened my eyes,
There are so many things in life that is yet to discover,
so much more than what I'm facing now,
There's never an ending,
It is always a beginning of a new chapter of life,
That worth every second to live,laugh,learn and love,
I'm going to give the best of me,
And get the best out of every moment of life!
So here goes the new chapter of my life,
A prologue of the life of Christie's adventures.
Behold citizens of the Earth! Christie is back and I will rock the world!!
Wednesday, March 11, 2009 3/11/2009 11:53:00 AM
I'm back!!
hey ya'll!!i'm back from training.. this time it's for real..
well... definitely noticed that I have not been updating for like the past 4 months...
but it's all gonna change now!!! *i hope *...
well.. so for a fresh new start, i'm changing a new blogskin..
so.. yeah..
enjoy ur days... =)
Saturday, October 18, 2008 10/18/2008 03:24:00 PM
MY NAMETAG!!! T.T
~ MY NAMETAG!!! T.T ~
sobz... I lost my nametag when I was coming back from my interview!! ahh!!
sobz... I lost my nametag when I was coming back from my interview!! ahh!!
I should have left it in my bag instead putting it in my coat!! why oh why!!! sob
sigh.. oh well
bye taggy, mummy loves you...
i hope u're in a better place now... sob
sigh.. oh well
bye taggy, mummy loves you...
i hope u're in a better place now... sob
but anyways..
I think the interview was fine?
I hope We all get accepted!!
AHH!! can't wait for the result!!
Mr. DESMOND!!!
DON"T PLAY MIND GAMES WITH US!!!
owh kay then
i'm signing out! taaaa
Tuesday, October 14, 2008 10/14/2008 12:26:00 AM
Maybe...
~Maybe~
Maybe...
Maybe,
I used to think I know you,
I used to think you were my friend...
I used to think I was your friend...
But sadly,
Things changed,
Time passes,
You're not you anymore...
I've always been myself...
Maybe,
You were never yourself?
Or maybe I've never noticed?
Or you have been lying to me?
Maybe even to yourself?
Anger, is what I'm feeling,
It hurts me seeing you this way,
It hurts me seeing me this way,
It hurts me seeing us this way,
But it hurts me the most,
When you don't see me hurting because of us...
It hurts when you are not you anymore,
It hurts when you could care less about this...
Maybe,
You felt the changes in us,
The changes in you...
Steps taken to understand each other was taken,
But never was it printed in your heart,
Steps to listen to one another was taken,
But was blown away by the wind before they could reach to you..
And nothing is on the right track anymore..
You ignore me when I speak,
You ignore me when I listen,
You ignore me when I care,
You pretend to be someone else that I not know,
You pretend to be someone else that you're not,
And the fact that you're getting what you want by pretending,
Is what hurts me the most...
The fact that you're being coy, fake, the person I never know...
And not seeing the consequences of your actions that are affecting us...
You weren't the person now when I first know you,
Maybe you're seeking for attention,
Thinking back about the things you said about attention seeker,
About how you hate them,
And now seeing you changing into one,
Really annoys me and shows me how ironic life can be...
Seeing you everyday,
Makes me feel disgust,
Disgusted about you,
Disgusted about me,
Disgusted about us...
I don't feel the closeness between us anymore,
And I think I'm tired of trying to mend the relationship,
The relationship that seems to be not worthy enough for you,
The relationship that seems you don't mind not having...
I'm tired of trying,
I'm tired of trying and gets shut off whenever I try,
I'm tired to be the only one getting hurt,
I'm tired of your careless attitude...
Maybe it's time for me to let go,
Let go of this relationship we ever had,
Maybe, you should be the one trying...
Maybe, we should just forget about all this...
Forget about the things we had,
And not look at each other the way we used to anymore...
I hate the fact where you take me lightly,
I hate the fact where you're not serious about this,
I hate the fact where you don't try,
I hate the fact where you don't see me trying,
I hate the fact where I don't see you hurting like how I do,
Because of the relationship we have now...
Maybe,
I thought to myself...
Just maybe, it's better for me to not know you in my life,
It's better for you to walk out from my life,
Or maybe I should walk away,
So the shattering of my heart will stop...
And someday, someway, I'll learn to forget...
Maybe...
Just maybe...
Yeap, I wrote a poem again not all great stuff but hey, at least I tried eh..
basically, the poems that I wrote,
are not just random poem that I feel like writing just because I feel like it..
Poems that I wrote like the previous ones and this are really how I'm feeling
during the period of time..
basically, the poems that I wrote,
are not just random poem that I feel like writing just because I feel like it..
Poems that I wrote like the previous ones and this are really how I'm feeling
during the period of time..
This poem is about friendship..
The friendship that i'm trying to save but seems to be unable to rescue..
I don't know whether I should continue trying or should i just let it go.....
Whatever it is..
I just hope I can get my mind focus back on the things that are more important than this,
if she doesn't see the needs to save this relationship.
Friday, August 15, 2008 8/15/2008 10:12:00 PM
One word... Thousands emotions....
~ One word... Thousands emotions.... ~
___ One Word... Thousands Emotions ___
Emotions are flooding through me..
And nothing is clear like how it should be...
Emotions stepped into my heart,
and left, leaving a shattering heart behind..
Nothing is how it used to be,
Nothing is how I want it to be...
You came into my heart,
Stole my heart,
And ignore it when u succeeded...
Leaving me crying hard,
But how hard my cries are,
They couldn't reach you..
Love can tear us apart,
And kill us...
But if we are lucky..
It can put us back together..
Unfortunately, I'm not the lucky one...
Your eyes were never on me,
When mine was always on you...
Stealing glances,
Of your smile, your love..
To someone else...
That was never meant for me,
Never will it be me..
I tell myself,
I hate you...
But in the end,
I love you...
Erasing you might be the worst thing that I have to do..
But I can't bear the pain I'm going through now..
My shattering heart...
Love,
A simple word...
but with thousands of emotions...
It's been awhile since I updated but yeah..
here's a poem that I just wrote..
Well..
What do you think about it?...
Like it? yes, no?
oh well..
that's all from me today..
hope that i'll update more..
Good night..
Love, Never was it simple..
that's all from me today..
hope that i'll update more..
Good night..
Love, Never was it simple..
Monday, July 21, 2008 7/21/2008 10:01:00 PM
SEMESTER BREAK!!
~ Semester Break!! WOOPIIIEEEE!! ~
AFTER 3 MONTHS OF STUDIES!!
the BREAK IS FINALLY HERE!!!
but only for a week la.. haih
oh well.. better than nothing.. hehe
yeah yeah...
I know..
I've been lazy, and did not update my bloggie..
but I'm now here right?? =)
there's so many things happened in Sem 1
it was really like a roller coaster..
heck, it's evern more thrilling then a roller coaster added with horror movie..
up and down, left and right..
but it's all fun when these are looked back..
so this is just a short update..
to just let u guys know i'm still alive.. =p
goin to times sqaure tomorrow and sing my heart out..
i just hope no one gets annoyed with me singing. haha
tata
P.s: there's not much colour in this post cause my mouse died..
so yeah.. u know..
Thursday, July 3, 2008 7/03/2008 12:05:00 AM
I've been tagged!!
~ I've been tagged!! ~
WOOoOHoOoo!!
I'm back!! AFTER ONE MONTH!!!
AHH!!!
I did not update!!
oh well.. what to do?
that's life...
So I've been tagged,
so off we go!!
6ix things I'm PASSIONATE about:
- DANCING!!
- Money!
- Singing!!
- Entertainment!
- Cooking!!
- Talking nonsense!!
- Money!
- Singing!!
- Entertainment!
- Cooking!!
- Talking nonsense!!
6ix things I say too often:
- OH MY GOD!! haha
- Like, You know...
- Hmmmm
- Whatever
- Ya
- I dunno
6ix Books I've read:
- Lola Carlye's reveals it all
- Simply Irrestible
- Tangled up in you
- I'm in no mood for love
- Singletini
- Text books!! lol
6ix Songs I can listen over again and again:
- Zhang Li Yin - Wrongly Given Love
- Alex ft. Jisun - I Love You
- Estelle - American Boy
- Britney Spears - Break The Ice
- IL Divo - Solo Otra Vez
- TVfXQ - Why Have I Fallen For You
6ix things I learnt in the past years:
- Do in what you believe and just go for it
- Don't jugde a book by it's cover!! REALLY!!
- Reality is waaaay different than what I've imagine!
- Dancing is the best medicine for me!
- Talking/Public Speaking/Debates are really fun!!
- To be best friends, you have to be yourself and let one another know he/her weakness, and know yours too.
So that's all for today..
and i'm gonna head to my bed now.. haha
tata..
Oyasumi!!
Sunday, June 1, 2008 6/01/2008 08:22:00 PM
Latest Mission!
Latest Mission is.....
*drum rolls*
STOP SAYING "WHATEVER"!!!!
AHHH!!!!
It's super damn annoying!!!
I irritate people and even myself!!!
Stewpeed Bris..
Influenced everyone in sayin "Whatever" and "Whoops"!!
I'm so gonna kill u!!
and myself!!
For being easily influenced!! ish!!!
like whatever!!!
Omg!! see!!!!
I just used that goddamnit @#!%#@%^#?! Word!!!
Great!! just great....
Thanks Bris! =) (*note the sarcasm)
Wednesday, May 28, 2008 5/28/2008 06:30:00 PM
Early Christmas Prezziesss!!
~ Early Christmas Prezziesss!! ~
Jingle bell, jingle bell!!!
Yay!!
Dip 2/08 received our Uniforms!! yay!!
No more tubes and white bras!!!
hahahhaha...
black and colourful bras, Mummy is back!!!
I'm still in college now though..
I just sooo can't wait to spill this!!
hehe..
So yeah!
I just sooo can't wait to spill this!!
hehe..
So yeah!
We even recieved our kitchen wears!!!
yay!! only blazer is still in the process..
but anyway..
so yeah.. gonna start wearing the uniform on Monday!!
yay!! only blazer is still in the process..
but anyway..
so yeah.. gonna start wearing the uniform on Monday!!
Lots of Pictures will be inserted a.s.a.p!!
Cause I look so HOT!! and sizzling sexy!!
Cause I look so HOT!! and sizzling sexy!!
Ok, gonna revise for IT test now...
So yeah, gonna like start in another 30 minutes!!
so wish me luck!!!
taaaaa!!
Friday, May 23, 2008 5/23/2008 04:49:00 PM
Yummy Food?
~ Yummy Food? ~
Sigh..
It's been sooooo long since I've updated!!
gosh.. I'm such a lazy pig..
oh well..
at least I'm a cute/hot/sexy pig.. haha
Anyway..
Just to keep my blog alive..
I'm gonna post up pictures of a meal that I cooked!!
Very yummy you know..
Honey lemon chicken, with side dishes of:
honey eggs, tomato and chilli seafood spaghetti, black pepper fries and green peas..
here's the picturess!!
The crumb got burnt a little but it's still alright.. haha
more crispy!!!
oooh..
can't wait to cook it again!
ok..
that's it..
buhbye!!
Sunday, May 4, 2008 5/04/2008 11:52:00 PM
I'm Lazy....
I'm lazy..
AHh..
My blog is like so dead..
I have no more inspiration to update anymore!!
WHY!!!
何ですか？？
本当に この感じわ 知ろう意です！！ あああ。。。。。
困ったな！！
でもに 新のざしん 見いて ほうし意ですか？
My Japanese might be fobby..
but at least I tried right.. *shrugs*
I hope I've made a "understandable" sentences..
So anyway..
here's some pictures that I took at Yogurt Berry..
With Ivy and Fern..
*do I look hot!?? I KNOW I DO!! *conceited*
ok.. so that's all...
I think I'm gonna head to bed after this...
Tata..
Good night... お休みなさい。。。