



Maybe things will be alright,
Maybe it's just in my head,
Maybe I'm worrying for nothing,
Maybe I can get through this,
Maybe I just have to let it go,
But why do I still sense a pang in my heart?
Why can't I look them in the eyes like how I used to?
Why can't I feel the same way before all this happened?
Why is there butterflies in my stomach whenever I look at them?
Why do I still repeat the words they said to me in my head?
Why do I have to suffer, when they're not?
Sometimes I wonder...
Do they think about it like how I do?
Do they have their conscience eating them up like how I do?
Do they even care like how I do?
Do they feel what I feel?
Well, maybe...
Maybe one day all this will go away,
Maybe everything will be fine,
Maybe...
How could you be so ignorant,
saying things straight out from your mind without actually acknowledging it?
Don't you know there are consequences?
Things will change,
because of the things you just did and said,
we can both act like it didn't happen,
but it did, and we both know,
we can't deny that...
There's only so much we can pretend,
Am afraid that one day, the cup will be full,
And pretend there will not be anymore...
How long more till it'll actually affect the relationship?
When will it all break down?
When will this takes it toll?
You, running away,
not wanting to face it, as you were the one who started it,
but got no courage to end it the way it should...
There's only so much that I can hope for,
To hope for things to remain the same,
To hope for things that we would eventually forget,
But how much can I rely on hope?
What will be the aftermath?
How will it be?
Will it be for the best or worst?
Alas, for I can only hope...
While I was feeling nostalgic about my days in college, the kitchen classes I had with my college mates came across my mind and I remembered oh how we love the food that we made in classes! We would usually alter the recipe secretly by adding more portion to the standard recipe... lol.. we were greedy...
And one of my favourite dishes that we did is the Lamb Moussaka and
now you know why *points picture*
So, I wanted to try out the recipe again, unfortunately I couldn't find my text book which most probably stored in boxes. But I'm in the year of 2010! The era of the World Wide Web! Nothing can stop me from cooking my meal!!
Lamb Moussaka
Recipe from Thursdays for Dinner
For the Base:
- 9 Indian eggplants
- 2 potatoes
- 1 tablespoon of olive oil
- 1 cup of mozzarella cheese
- ½ cup of parmesan cheese
- ½ cup of breadcrumbs
For the Meat:
- 1 pound of ground lamb/beef
- 1 quarter cup of onion
- 2 cloves of garlic (minced)
- 1 quarter cup of freshly chopped parsley
- 2 fresh tomatoes chopped or the juice of ½ can of tomato juice
- 2 tablespoons of olive oil
- Salt and pepper to taste
For the Béchamel sauce:
- ½ cup of butter
- 2/3 cup of flour
- 3 cups of warmed milk
- 3 eggs
Slice the potatoes and eggplants into ½- inch slices. Place the slices on an oil pan in the oven for 10 minutes. Flip the eggplant and potatoes and cook the other side for another 10 minutes. Once eggplant is ready, remove from the pan and let them dry on paper towel.
To prepare the meat:
In a large skillet over high heat, add the olive oil, ground lamb, onion, and garlic. Next add salt, pepper, and parsley. Once the meat has browned add the tomato juice. Let the meat cook until all the juice is gone. Be sure to stir the meat continuously. Once the meat has cooked, set aside.
To prepare the béchamel sauce:
In a medium pot, heat the butter and mix in the flour. Add 3 cups of milk to the mixture. Stir continuously as the mixture begins to thicken. Once the mixture begins to boil, it will thicken. If you find that your mixture is lumpy, simply strain it. Once the sauce has begun to thicken, remove it from the heat.
Now that you have prepared the vegetables, the meat, and the sauce you can now begin assembling the moussaka.
Preheat the oven at 325 degrees.
Lightly brush a medium size pan with olive oil. Place your potato slices on the bottom of the pan. Next, layer the pan with about half of your sliced eggplants. Next, spread about half of the shredded mozzarella cheese and a sprinkle of parmesan cheese.
Next, add the cooked ground meat. Spread the mixture evenly onto the cheese.
Place the remaining slices of eggplant over the meat. Spread the remainder of the mozzarella cheese on top of the eggplant.
Before you add your sauce to the moussaka, fold in 3 beaten eggs into your béchamel sauce. Once the eggs are mixed in, pour the sauce evenly over the moussaka. Sprinkle some parmesan cheese and about half a cup of breadcrumbs over the moussaka.
Cook at 325 degrees for 1 hour.
Hope it made you drool.. because I did.. lol ;)
225 grams Butter (room temperature)110 grams Caster sugar275 grams Plain Flour2 tsp Poppy Seeds2 tsp Lemon zest1 tbsp Lemon juicePreheat oven 180°C.Cream butter till soft. (You can either use a wooden spoon or a hand mixer)Then beat in sugar until it's soft and light.Add in lemon zest, lemon juice and poppy seeds, stir well.Mix in plain flour and mould into desire shape.* If you would like to use a cookie cutter, wrap the cookie dough with a cling wrap and store it in the fridge for 2 hours.Bake them for approximately 20-25minutes (depending on the size of your cookies) in a 180 oven or till it turns golden brown.
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